Randomness at its best

When you're given an opportunity, take it. Or regret it. There isn't always a second chance. The opportunity was right in front of my eyes, and I didn't took the chance. I guess I was too afraid. But the question is, afraid of what??? I don't even know what I was afraid of.

The fight is within me. It's either I'm just too freakin' shy or I'm just afraid. Afraid of.....nothing. I can't figure.

No, don't get me wrong. I'm not angry or depressed. Lol. I'm happy, really. Life is good. But, it's just this one thing that is so difficult for me.

AHHHH. I know. I think too much. LOL. I shouldn't think about this. It's OCTOBER, a special month for me. Heehee. Stay anxious-less! Bye.